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tisdag 29 september 2009

Yesterday I felt like shit. I started crying for no reason during my math lesson and I continued crying throughout my Swedish lesson. I couldn't control it so it was quite unpleasant. During the break I went to the welfare office to see if there was anyone there. It wasn't so I went to my mentor and started crying in front of her which was quite embarrassing. Fortunately no one saw (except maybe one or two teachers). She said she would call to the welfare office and ask if there was any chance for me to come to them and talk right away. And I could. Don't know how long I talked to the lady, but I felt lots better afterwards.

I skipped the last lesson and went home and slept. I slept for so long, and woke up around twelve this afternoon and it felt a lot better after that long sleep. My mom said that I should try to use affirmations to see if that can help me to create some self-esteem so that I don't get overlooked and driven over as I feel I get on a daily basis now.

Tomorrow I think I'll go to school. It depends on how I feel. do have another meeting with the welfare office on Monday... Hopefully I won't cry as much then. I cried so much that I felt like I was going to throw up.